Fighting with Faith - Nikki Ash

Bentley

Growing up, my parents were the embodiment of love. The perfect example of soulmates, and with that ideal, I couldn't wait to find my true love. What I didn't realize was just because you love someone, it doesn't mean they're capable of loving you back.  

The day I met her, my entire world shifted on its axis and I knew she was the one. 

The problem was, how do you convince someone they're your soulmate when they don't even believe in love? There was a time I believed that love truly conquered all, but now I'm losing Faith.

Kayla

My mom once said, "Love isn't concrete. It's an emotion, and emotions are abstract. They change. You don't make decisions based on something abstract because if you do, you're setting yourself up for failure."

I didn't understand her words at the time. I was young and in love, and if you had asked me to define what I was feeling, it would've consisted of words such as affection, warmth, happiness, butterflies, 

happily ever after.

Now, after experiencing heartbreak firsthand, my definition of love is a bit different. It consists of words like messy, heartbreak, waste of time, unrealistic, fake.

Until I met him. He reminded me of all the words love felt like before my heart was broken. He wanted to show me the beauty in the abstract, but all I could see was the concrete.